gracious in defeat…char!
Friday, June 30th, 2006waaah…i lost to some fourth year…waah…poor
me…or should i say poor them…bwahahahaha…
life has a way of teaching you stuff…this day’s
lesson: ‘you win some, and you lose some’ well its
hard–i would be inhuman to not feel
dissapointment–but thats life…
i did learn a lot today…
now i know, how it feels like…to be kicked out
of PBB…to be like susan roccess-poe…to lose in
ms. mandaue, ms. cnu, ms. nursing, or any other
pageant for that…pirena when she lost the crown to amihan…to become a starstruck
avenger–char!…
but most importantly, i’ve realized that i made
one big mistake: i wanted to be an advocate for a
group of people who didnt want my service in the
first place…poor me…it looks like the only
people in this school whom i could really trust
are those from my own section…well thats
life…if they dont want me, who am i to enforce
myself upon them…after all, its there loss, not
mine…i thought i could offer myself up in the service of the college of nursing…but fate thinks otherwise…they dont want my service…fine!…no hard feelings though…i dont keep grudges–i have too much school stuff to occupy my very limited memory…
all this time i was right about being a die-hard
defender of section e…section e is indeed worth
it…and all this time, i was indeed justified in
feeling something which i could call hatred
towards certain people in this school–even to
people within our own batch, i was right, some people in this batch truly are loathsome–in my own opinion, they deserve to be shot…joke…after all, i dont keep grudges…wow, i really must
be psychic after all…
well, at least section e could finally be at peace…without anyone from e in the nsc…nothing could bug us now–now no one could blame e for forgetting(?) to pay their dues…bwahahaha…anyways, section e, your greatest advocate–that is if you want me to be–is back, and this time, i mean business…i cant trust most of the people outside section e…mess with section e, and your dead!
i may sound like sour-graping…so maybe i am…but i dont give a damn if you think that i am…to hell with you…just give the pissed off person sometime to feel pissed off, ok?
